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12.50am...Well I am doing really well cause in just the hour that I have been cleaning I have finished the loungeroom and
kitchen, that is including mopping, sweeping and Vacuuming. I also did a sink full of dishes and put them away, cleaned the
table off, piled all the clothes up, tidied my desk area up, wiped and cleaned all the benches and stove, totally cleaned
out the kitchen of any useless crap like plastic shopping bags. I also stacked all the paint cans up wiped the walls and
tidied the coffee table and the old phone table. Once I got into it I just went through it like a bat out of hell, I didn't
even stop for a break or to play a game like I usually would between jobs. ind you after sweating to bits after doing those
2 rooms completely from top to bottom I am stopping now for a smoke break and a cool down. I never thought I could sweat
this much by cleaning at night imagine what it would be like if I tried to do this during the day when it is bioling. Mind
you I am feeling really good about now by getting it done a lot quicker than I originally thought I would, I might have to
have a couple of showers tonight if I keep sweating like I am at this moment cause I don't want to stink when Mum shows up.
1.59am...I am back from my break and playing a few games and a shower to cool down so now it is back to it. I am powering
right now and by the way I am going I will be finished completely in a about two hours from now which will be about 4am so
I am doing real well on all sides of the cleaning and stil feeling really great and wide awake good morning all.
3.05am... Back again and guess what I finished what I set out to do that I thought would take me two hours. I have
cleaned out the tiolet and bathroom and swept and mopped as well. Also i have completely finished cleaning my room as well
all the clothes are off the ground, all the rubbish is packed up and gone and all my things have been sorted out and put away
except for my books and I even swept the carpet in my room because I didn't want to use the vacuum and wake Joel up with the
noise of it. So once I've had a short break I am going to clear all the books and make-stuff off, of the stairway and put
them away in the book shelves and the bathroom cabinet. I am so very proud of myself at this very moment, getting everything
done in just three hours with a break of 1 and a 1/4 hours of that time was resting, having a shower and playing a couple
of games. So it actually only took 1 hour and 45 minutes to do the entire place except for the girls room and Joel's room
because they are asleep and it is their job to do their own rooms. There is no way I could have gotten it all done during
the day with the heat so bad or with the kids around to fight and argue and get under my feet. Wow I just got a brain wave
I've got some special lavender carpet deodouriser in the cleaning cupboard that I will get up now and put all over the carpet.
Okay have done that, Yes I know that I have already vacuumed in the loungeroom but I forgot I had the lavender in the
cupboard so what's the big deal I'll vacuum again but at least the place will smell great by the time the kids all wake up
or should I say when I wake them up at about 6/6.30am so we can get our early start that we need to get everything done.
Well I am going to play a few games again and cool down and have a smoke break and then I will do the stairway and then maybe
another shower.
4.13am... Okay now I have done the books and make-up stuff that was on the top stairway, and all I have to do is vacuum
the floor in the lounge again and then I will duck in for another shower but this time it will be a quick one not like the
one earlier. I am still feeling wide awake and feel even better than I did earlier especially since all the house is spotless
clean and it really took hardly any time at all to get it all completed. It is hard to explain how much of a good feeling,
a buzz that I get from cleaning the house from top to bottom, I feel if I am really getting somewhere with all I am trying
to accomplish before the new year starts and our new beginning and new life for the whole family. Well I am going to sign
off for a while and watch "General Hospital" then have that quick shower before Mum and john get here to drop of
the kids presents and also vacuum the lounge again.
5.10am... Okay the floor is vacuumed again and I have even hosed down the front uncover area and patio so I am feeling
even better than before and I am still wide awake. Joel woke up about woke up about 25 minutes ago and then he woke Caitlin
up but I told her to go back to bed because it was way to early. Plus Mum is not staying more than a few minutes just enough
time to drop off the presents and then they have to go, because they want to beat the traffic on the way up the sunshine coast
to spend Christmas with his parents. Joel is sitting there nice and quietly watching "Josie and the pussycats"
and his eyes are glued to the tele, which is a good thing because the last thing I want is for him to be noisy as usual at
this such early time in the morning. Just going to have a quick game while I wait for mum.
6.26pm...okay the day is nearly over and thank goodness because I am so darn tired because I haven't slept since early
yesterday morning and it has been full on all day. Once this chrissy movie is over we are all into bed because we, well Melissa
and I have to get up at 4am to put all the presents under the tree so they will be there when Joel wakes up or he will get
upset if he wakes early and they are not there. Can't write a lot tonight because I am rather worn out and feel like collapsing
into bed right now so good night and have a great christmas day tomorrow.
BLESSED BE!
Merry Christmas
25th December 2004
8.15pm...Well it's Christmas day and we are having a wonderful day, just a short note because I need to get Joel to bed
cause we are all tired.
26th December 2004
8.49am... Well I layed down with Joel last night and I fell asleep trying to put Joel to sleep by tricking him that I was
asleep. But the only person who fell asleep straight away was me, but I kept waking up and then started to watch "School
of Rock"but then the rain started and the foxtel started playing up and I fell back to sleep because Joel was asleep
and since I had been asleep I felt tired then so I went back to sleep. I hate that I missed my movie but I didn't stay asleep
all night because I woke up a couple more times during the night and tried to wake Melissa up because I had paid for a movie
she wanted to see again but she kept falling to sleep and saying that she hadn't been asleep, so in the end I just gave up
trying to get her to stay awake.
We had a great time yesterday, we got to Julie's just before 10am and the kids got to open their present from Julie,
Adam and Jasmine which was a fairly big pool like the one they had, so the kids could swim at home. Then they got stuck into
the lollies and stuff for a little while and then they went in Julie's pool for an hour or so, then they got out and dried
off, and then they played the headband who am I game for a couple of rounds with us parents and had a good laugh. Then we
all had a beautiful lunch inside at the table, then after that the kids all played in the yard for a while and swung on the
hammock and the swings. Then the kids got back in the pool and we pulled out the chips, dip, kabana and cheese and then when
the kids got out of the pool they had some more lollies and stuff and played fro a while. Then we gave them time to settle
down for a while, while we waited for other friends to turn up, which in the end they hadn't got their 1/2 an hour after they
said they would be we let the kids back in the pool for their last swim for the day, oh and we had our second blood nose for
the day mind you it was the same cute little boy we know and love as Joel. Poor bugger got dumped in the pool the first blood
nose and then the secoind one he bumped it on the side of the blow up pool, but he was very strong and only cried for a little
bit the first time and not at all the second. He gets blood noses so easily especially when the weather is changing so much
so now I'll just have to keep an extra eye out for his nose with it happening so quickly and twice on the same day, but he
didn't let it spoil his day he was right back in the pool both times once it stopped bleeding that is. After the last swim
they got changed and sat down and had a few more nibblies and then we gave them some ham and chicken and stuff for dinner.
Then after they ate they went inside to watch the simpsons and then after that they had a go on Adam's i-toy for about half
an hour. Then when they finished that we went out and watched some fireworks in the back yard, then we got our things together
and Adam drove us home and I was so glad we had spent the day with Julie and her family, cause we had a great day. Below
I am going to add some photos of the day we had.
The day starts here and the photo's progress as the day does.
This is the first swim of the day. Kids having a ball.
Joel and the girls.
Joel in the blow up boat and Melissa trying to tip him out.
Julie and Melissa.
joel gets out of the pool.
Joel, Jasmine and Melissa in the boat.
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5.50pm...Well it's funny how you can be feeling on top of the world, and it only takes one thing to make you feel like
shit. People can make you feel crappy without even trying to make you feel that way, and I hate that I allow people to have
an affect on how I feel. I just want to cut of from everyone because I have a feeling that the reason people are being nice
to me is because they pity me, or they haven't got anyone else around at the time. So maybe keeping to myself is the best
step for me until I am comfortable enough with myself not to let anyone affect how I am feeling about me and my life. I just
want to curl up and shut out the world and go into a world of fantasy where I am not the one who gets nothing and is talked
about behind my back about how sorry they are aboutwhat I don't have. To a world where I am successful and people want what
I have and I get revenge on those that have hurt me in my life and I never feel bad about myself. maybe it's time to write
a fiction story to get my fantasy's out and feel good about my life. So I am going to sign off and get my web site to do
it.
27th December 2004
11.28am...Well I lost everything I wrote this morning cause of the stupid keyboard letters keep getting stuck when I do
capital letters on the left side. So an update we woke up at 7am and felt a hell of a lot better, then about 8am we went
for a walk to the shop and we had to wait half an hour for the shops to open cause I heard the wrong time, but that was cool
we walked around for a little while. Then when I got home I blew the pool up and it only took about an hour or so, then when
I was trying to put it in a good place the rose thorn bush put a hole in the top so now we have to wait about half an hour
to blow the top part up again. So the reading and the relaxing will have to wait just a little while, so I need to go and
check on that patch just in case we have to do it again.
11.48am...Well I was right the first patch didn't work the first time cause we put it on while it was still inflated,
so now that it is down I have put another patch on and we have to wait for a half hour before I can blow the top back up,
and then I can fill it up and we can go for a nice dip in the pool. So while it is setting the patch and filling the pool
up we can have lunch, I can read a bit and then we can swim.
1.08pm...Well the kids have had lunch and the half hour is up and the pool is being filled up as we speak, so soon
we can lay in the pool and cool off, because it is so damn hot right now that I am sweating severely. I can't wait to get
in that water and cool down and relax, so now while I am waiting I am going to do my puzzle books and try and win some prizes.
4.38pm...We got the pool filled up but where we put it up is on a slant so we have to move it in the morning, cause
otherwise the hole might get bigger and or ruin it. I've cooked a roast pork for dinner tonight and roast potatoe, brocolli
and cauliflower and corn. I thought it would be nice to have a nice dinner and all together at the table eating as a family.
The day has gone by rather quickly considering how slow the last few days have gone by and it is nice for it to be gone and
the coool night will be here soon and I can relax. My back is really burnt but the rest of me hardly got any colour at all
so I will have to get out there again tomorrow and get some colour on my front so that I can have some colour for this summer.
Also I want to start looking at diets and lose some wieght and but some new and flattering clothes for a change.
9.38pm...Well the day is nearly over and I am really tired from being out in the sun and in the pool, that usually
makes me tired on a normal basis so I am not surprised at being tired. Everyone enjoyed dinner and wanted more cause it was
so nice and I haven't enjoyed dinner so much in such a long time. My eyes just want to close and go to lala land but my shows
are on and I dont want to miss them. So I am playing games to keep me awake until they are over. I am going to try to sleep
in in the morning if I can but it is unlikely that will happen, but there is nothing wrong with hoping hey. Also I want to
do some writing on my novel on my other website. Which I will put a link to the novel Fantasy Life.
FANTASY LIFE A Novel of waking up in a dream.
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