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8:28pm.... Well here I am at the start of a new year and I feel so alone and used up, I have been in this new place for 6
months but it feels like an eternity, and I am not exagerating.( Hope I spelt that properly.) I so want to be with a man
just to be touched and feel like I am wanted but it doesn't seem like it will happen ever, especially not in this small town.
There is not enough men, or if there is they don't want me. Yes I am having a pity party for myself big time but I deserve
it after being alone and not in a relationship of any kind for nearly 8 yes 8 years. I don't really know anyone and feel
so terribly alone in this place. Sort of like if i died no one would ever even notice that i wasn't around, but thats the
story of my life. I will be back later i think but no promises.
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