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12:12am...Well I finally got myself a new type of word processor called Jarte and it is great and I love it heaps it has lots
more features in a way that is easy and fun. I needed something I could write with that was free and I found it, now things
will be much easier now. I am just visiting the neopets sight at the moment but it is taking a while to load so I thought
I would start this.
6:10pm...Okay I didn't get back last night or should I say this morning, because I got wrapped up in the neopet stuff.
Not much has been going on just a lot of Christmas type things since it is that time of the year. I got my new teeth on Monday
and having been trying to get use to them but it is long and sore to get use to these things, but I have lots of pain killers
and some bonjella, but the bonjella isn't as good as it use to be but I will get by. I didn't get round to doing the novel
thing but I am going to check it out tonight as well as do the Calenders, not that I have a lot of good photos but I will
if I can find the other websites that I have with our photos. Which I will look for right this minute because I would really
like to find them and have them all back on my computer so I had better get to it. Back when I get that shit sorted.
6:38pm...Okay having a real hard time trying to even get the tripod web site to load onto the computer and it is pissing
me off. I have been trying to get it since I signed of here nearly half an hour ago. But I will keep trying because it is
important have just closed down some applications to help free the computer up in speed if it helps that will be great if
not I am going to get angry again. i am going to scream in a minute because as this is playing up and Joel is getting into
everything and pissing me off big time. I had better check if the site is loaded yet. One has loaded but not the one I really
want, I will keep going because i really want my photos back.
6:52pm...Just had an idea and I hope this will work cause otherwise I will be at a loss
7:06pm... Okay I finally got the page to loss but it was all funny so I am reloading it but I don't want to sit there
and watch as it downloads again cause I will get frustrated and I don't want that. So I am going to try and be patient with
it but I am not sure how that will go because I am not very good with Patients. Shit it seems to be frozen again and I am
going to punch something. So I am going to stop it again and go into the lounge and eat dinner while it reloads and then
I will see how it goes.
7:24pm...Okay finally got it loaded and now I am checking the directory to see if it can help me find my web pages of
photos that I can't remember the names of. But it is still taking just a little while to load again it is this download broadband
shaping that is causing all the damn problems at the moment, better check how it is going. Okay very slowly but it is getting
there so hopefully soon I will have it and I will be happy if the photos are there, maybe my journal web page will have some
as well. But I am taking it one page/step at a time and I don't even remember what photos I have on my pages I might be happily
surprised or very disappointed but I wont know until I find the pages. Its going to take a bit of searching to find where
I have the websites and the names that I gave them but I will find them if it is the last thing that I do tonight. It wont
be as easy as I thought it was going to be when I first got on here, but I really want to get copies of the photos just in
case I loose the web sites one day because I haven't been on them lately. God I hate that this Internet connection is so
damn slow because I am really keen about what I doing and seeing what I have there that I have forgotten. I am getting a
sore back from sitting at the computer for so damn long but it is only because I haven't been at a proper desk for quite some
time so I will get use to it eventually. You know what I really need a life if all I have to write about is boring Internet
stuff and finding photos oh me I will get a life sooner or later, but most likely later. If this computer loads any slower
I will be asleep before I find anything out. Okay let me tell you about this guy M who I am infatuated with, mind you when
I first saw him I didn't think he was much to look at but over the following 2 or so weeks I found myself becoming very attracted
to him and found that I was having fantasy's about him and couldn't stop thinking about him and have been ever since. Only
problem is , is that he is only 20 years old and my friend thinks that people shouldn't be with people that are that much
younger than themselves so it makes it hard. i cant ask her any advice about it, or to find out if he says anything that
can give me a clue to what he thinks about me, if he thinks about me at all. Which he most likely doesn't, cause why the
hell would he I mean he is young and very good looking and could get any girl that he wants and I am over weight nothing to
look at and have no teeth and not very attractive or I wouldn't be single now would I. I am going to sign off for a little
while and then I will tell you more when I get back,
Friday 15th December 2006
0:42pm... Okay its a day later and I still have not found the photo album page that I wanted but I am still looking through
the 4, 484 sites on tripod that are about family. I took the kids to get a present from Santa at the amphitheatre and they
loved their presents. But because it finished so early I took them to the club for dinner and we all had a good night. Oh
by the way I have a try out for bar work at the club on Sunday for 2 hours and it is looking good for me so far but I still
have to get a babysitter for those 2 hours yet but I will see if Kate can look after them for the 2 hours so I don't have
to stress too much about a babysitter. If she can't do it then i am not sure what i will do but I can't stuff up for the try
out because bar work is good money and it is casual for week-ends. I am pretty hopeful about getting the job and it is mostly
days that I haven't got Suzie's kids so that is good because I will have 2 wages and I need all the money I can get. Plus
if i have a steady job there I might have a better chance at getting a loan for a house with the steady income as well as
having the pension, so it is all good for me and the kids in the long run. I am having a few drinks to relax and it is so
good since it has been a long while since I had a drink. I am going to go now and sign into lava life or maybe RSVP just
to have some fun and if I meet someone al the better.
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